This is one of those weeks where I look ahead and think, “How am I going to get through this?”
The temptation is to think, “With a lot of caffeine and chocolate,” but there’s probably a better option.
This is my point of need, and it is a good place.
When life feels overwhelming, when the waves are just a little higher than I’m comfortable, and the current is strong, it is tempting to switch into battle mode and just barrel through. The problem with that style is that I tend to leave people in my wake. I get short with my family. I am not present with people. My body responds physically to the stress of swimming harder. My focus becomes “I just have to get through.” I miss so much.
This morning, as I stare down this week when I know that sitting will be a luxury, there probably won’t be actual meals on the table, and if we looked at what we’re spending in tolls we would cry rivers, I know I don’t want the story to only be, “We made it.”
See, there’s a better story I could write this week, because God is in the picture. All morning He has been reminding me that this week is an opportunity. This is my point of need, where He wants to shows His power in my weakness. He wants to carry us. He wants to give us the strength and peace and patience and joy to do this week like it’s the best week ever.
It begins with laying down my own efforts. It is possible if my worries become prayers, my task list becomes my places of dependence. It can happen if I remember that I navigate this week by the power of His Spirit alive in me, and not by anything I bring to the table.
If that’s where I’m resting, then I can love my family. I can be present with people. I can breathe rest into my body. My focus can be, “Let’s see what He can do with this week.” I don’t want to miss Him in it.
We can write a story of dependence this week. We can write a chapter that says, “I can’t do it, but He can.” We can write love and joy and peace and glory, if we remember where to look for all we need.
He is bigger than whatever I face this week, whatever you’re facing. We don’t have to live any differently in the deep waters than we do in the places where our feet can touch. We can live a better story.